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Ryu kept waiting and fidgeted a bit as he knew what Hayato would tell could be the end of something that didn't even got a chance to begin. Hayato kept struggling with the words, unable of putting all his thoughts in the right order and fully express himself. He knew that if he doesn't pay attention to the way he puts things, he might end up hurting the older one and himself in the process. Ryu noticed that in the younger one and moved his hand all the way to the younger one's cheek, slowly caressing it. He could understand why Hayato would not want to get involved with a stranger because of his fear of getting hurt but that didn't stop his own heart from suffering a little at the thought he couldn't be close to the younger one. He couldn't explain why he felt the way he did towards Hayato but he did. He did and somewhere deep inside him he knew that if he doesn't allow the feeling to surface, if he doesn't give Hayato love, he would end up trapped by the feeling and unable to move forward.
- I understand, Hayato. You don't need to love me back... . If you can, just allow me to feel this for you. Even if it's o...,
- It's not that! Hayato stopped him.
- Ha..
- Seriously...it's not! I want to let this feeling grow as well but I'm afraid of the future. What if you realize it's not love? What if I madly fall for you and you find someone else? What...
- I cannot predict the future, Hayato..., Ryu smiled just as gently as before, placing a soft kiss on Hayato's lower lip. I can guarantee you "now" but...
- I know..., Hayato smiled back, taking hold of Ryu's hand before he could pull it back. I just don't want you to start something with me and then realize it's not what you want because I can fall for you, Ryu. With your way of being, I'll fall in no time but...
Ryu blushed a little and looked down. How Hayato-like it felt hearing that from him. Of course the younger one would think he could hurt him, of course Hayato would care for Ryu. Of course he did, and just that alone made Ryu feel more sure than ever that he wanted to start something with the boy although he was younger and his student.
- But I want you now..., Ryu mumbled embarrassed.
- Ryu..?
- I mean...it could be just me. It could be because I wanted to feel you so much that I couldn't accept you are a bottom, maybe it's because I need you warmth that I want it to be me in your arms and not the other way around but I know I want you. I ...
Hayato stopped him the only way he knew before he could allow his heart to jump out of his chest of joy. He felt so happy hearing that from Ryu. So his decision to let him take Ryu and make him as his wasn't out of pity or anything but simply out of desire. So Ryu wanted Hayato to posses him and claim him as his. It made Hayato so happy, so happy he could jump on Ryu right then and then and have his way with him. Instead, he captured the older one's lips while both his hands took hold of Ryu's wrists and pulled him close to his body.
Ryu found himself moaning a little, enjoying being pulled in by the other and kissed as if there was no tomorrow. Their tongues found each other and began tasting, sucking together, while their lips got redder and redder, swollen because of the passion they both put in. Ryu couldn't move at all, not when just one single miss could have send them both on the ground but he didn't mind. Hayato was claiming his lips, nibbling on them a little, then opening them enough to shove his tongue inside the mouth and taste it even more. It made their bodies feel hot. Really hot..
- Can I be honest with you? Hayato asked while taking a deep breathe in.
- Hm.., Ryu only whispered a bit, still caught in the loving feeling Hayato's lips left lingering on his.
- You say you want me... in which way? the younger one asked while moving one of his hands all the way to the older one's waistline.
- Anyway you can give yourself to me.., Ryu talked once again in the same low voice which began turning husky and full of desire.
- What if I lose self control? Hayato asked again, this time placing Ryu on the pillows and making his way on top of him, wavering just a few centimeters distance apart.
- Hm..? Ryu could now only make small incoherent sounds, feeling the other's body on top of his, almost grinding with his own.
He only had to look at Hayato and he would see the other had the same clouded eyes, full of lust, the same red lips and ardent body that he had, sign both felt the same way.
- What if I forget about being gentle? Hayato whispered in his ear while tracing the older one's neck line with his lips.
Ryu's hands rested somewhere along his body, playing with the sheets, trying to stop his urge of demanding more and sounding slutty. He felt the same way Hayato did but he didn't find it inside him to voice it out. Should he tell him? Should he tell Hayato he wants to feel him just as when they did it the first time? That he wants to be filled by Hayato's cock and given that pleasure again?
- Hn..., Ryu only muttered, licking his lips, trying not to take control and pull Hayato into his own body. Instead, as to make his message clear, he spread his legs and allowed Hayato to place his body more comfortably between them. Now their bodies did grind and both let out a moan, a shameless one.
Hayato didn't speak again. He moved both his arms to Ryu's waistline, holding it as gently as he could while the older one spread his legs even more just to make sure he got across to Hayato. Ryu's hand moved up, encircling Hayato's neck, pulling him into another kiss, just as passionate as before, one that forced their bodies to glue to each other and make them moan even more.
As Hayato placed his body over Ryu's , he made sure to place his manhood just on top of the others' so that when they'd kiss, their bodies would grind again and both would feel good. Ryu moaned, as loud as he needed and as deep as he felt like it, throwing his head back, wondering just when was Hayato planning on taking him? He could feel his insides twitch at the thought of having the younger one inside him so he couldn't help but wonder if Hayato felt the need to make him his. What if Hayato didn't want him the way Ryu wanted to be taken? Maybe it was abnormal to wish to be deeply, violently thrusted inside but he needed to be mark as Hayato's. It was the only way he could feel the younger one truly feels anything at all for him.
- Ryu..., he heard coming from his right ear and moaned once again, finding it to be the most sexy voice he ever heard in his life time.
Hayato gently bit his right ear and then continued kissing Ryu's neck, bitting it gently on his way down to the chest where he just had to stop and taste the cute, small, pink nipples. It was arousing hearing Ryu moaning while having his nipples licked and twisted by Hayato's oh so flexible tongue. Knowing that all the sounds the older one made was because of his treatments, made Hayato want to hurry up and get lost as soon as possible in everything Odagiri Ryu meant. Ryu sensed that and he just had to move his body a little, so that Hayato would understand that kissing, licking and sucking his nipples was hot but only made him want to be fucked even more than before. As Ryu managed to raise his body a little so that Hayato's crotch would end up right between his legs, so close to his hole, the younger one moved his left hand on Ryu's thigh and place a deep kiss on the red, trembling lips of his teacher.
He had to move only once. He moved once, pulling his body up and that made Ryu arch his body and let out a groan, a mix of moan and pants accompanied by a low range sexy voice that called Hayato's name. The younger one lifted Ryu's leg up and pushed inside again, receiving the same response. Ryu closed his eyes as his body arched and searched with his hands for Hayato's hair, just to have something to hold on to while at it. It didn't hurt as much as in the beginning, as the first time but the amount of pain he felt turned into a sweet pleasure that send shivered all through his body. Yabuki was moving slowly, thrusting inside Odagiri gently, taking his time, feeling every bit of the warm, tight and breathe-taking insides of the older one. Ryu was squeezing him so tight and because he slowly penetrated him, he could feel each and every bit of his crotch being engulfed by the twitching hole. Ryu couldn't stop himself from whimpering because of the way Hayato took him.
It was so slow paced that not even one part of Hayato was left without being felt by him. He could feel the head stretching his hole enough for it to enter, then his hole going back to its size as Hayato's cock slid inside him and filled him up completely.
- Hayato...!! he basically screamed as he moved his hips up and pulled Hayato down into a kiss.
Simply because of the way their lower body parts collided, Hayato started moaning himself, slowly but surely, feeling he was loosing control. It took them only a few seconds before reaching a fast pace, one that left them without any air. Hayato's left hand was still on Ryu's thigh, close to his bottom, keeping him there so that he could thrust inside as he pleased while Ryu's hands were on Hayato's back, too close to the younger one's bottom, helping him push inside, get deeper and deeper inside.
The sheets moved along with their bodies, crumbling in some places as only bits of it covered their bodies now. They didn't needed it, not when their bodies warmed each other up and kept them from remembering the outside world.
Yabuki stood up, straightening his back and then placed both hands on Ryu's bottom, beginning a new set of thrusts, deeper, faster and more violent. Ryu forgot all about not trying to sound or look slutty and simply placed his hands on Hayato's bottom as well, making sure to pull it closer to his body each time he pushed his own hips into the younger one's. Loud groans filled the room as both moved fast, trying to both burn but increase the passion they felt.
Ryu suddenly gasped, throwing his hands back on the pillow, trying to hold on to something so that his body would move any more upwards than it already did. Hayato was thrusting so hard inside him that not only the bed made significant sounds, his own body began feel shaken and exhausted. Ryu gasped again, his body arching completely, from head to toes, and then closed his eyes as soon as Hayato laid down next to him. They both came at the same time and now were resting in each others arms although Hayato no longer had the energy to pull out of the older one.
- This is..., it's...it is..., Ryu tried to speak but he couldn't.
He needed air. A lot of air, enough to calm both his heart but his breathing as well. He felt he would choke any minute due to the saliva dripping out of his mouth but he wasn't all that pleased with the way all of his muscles trying to get back to normal after being so tensed. It was a tingling sensation, one that he noticed for the first time and made him smile a bit. Although Hayato was still inside him, he could feel the sticky substance making its way out of his body, or at least trying to, as his own had to be stuck to the younger one's chest by now.
- Hot...you're... so hot..., Hayato mumbled or shuttered, better said, trying to catch his breathe as well.
- I am..? Ryu asked surprised, trying to hide his blush and cover his naked body.
- The way... the way your body moves under mine..., Hayato blew hot air in his ear, making Ryu moan softly. The way...oh, god...your voice when I do you... . It makes me feel I will never stop..., Hayato confessed.
- Never...? Ryu gulped hard, surprised by the awesome compliments the younger one was giving him.
- Ntz...as long as you move under me...as I can hear you.. as long as..., he took another deep breathe, preparing himself for separiting from Ryu. It's like...as long as I touch you...I'll always want to do you..., he finally let out as he pulled out of the older one and rested on the bed, this time on his back, just a few inches away from Ryu.
- I know..it's... new for me too... . I've never...I've never wanted to have sex this bad, Ryu confessed, pulling the sheets on top of them, just trying to take away some of his embarrassment.
- Really? it was Hayato's turn to be surprised and blush.
- Hm...when we are like this..I just...Fuck...I just want you to ram inside me and make me scream and this is new..., he let out so fast that Hayato had to pay extra attention to each word.
A goofy smile appeared on the younger one's face as he heard that. He placed his arm under Ryu's head, pulling him closer a bit and then moved his legs so that the sheet could cover enough of their bodies and prevent them from having anymore perverted ideas.
- I guess we are a good pair, then..., Hayato's smile grew wider.
- Hm...maybe..., Ryu smiled back, cuddling next to the younger one.
- You want me ...and I want you, you love me and I'm falling for you..., Hayato almost sing-sang as he placed a innocent kiss on the older one's forehead.
- Hm..., Ryu encircled Hayato with his own arms although their bodies grind together and they could get turned on again.
- Ryu... are you really sure about this? I mean...I'm okay with it...but what if others find out?
- So what if? Ryu cuddled even closer, so close he could hear Hayato's heart beat as if it was his own. He was happy, truly happy just to be hugged by the other so he allowed himself to be loved and caressed.
- You'll be in a relationship with someone younger than you, your student. They don't expect much from me but what..., he tried to reason while moving his hand up and down Ryu's back to warm his up.
- Hayato...
- Hmm..?
- I can't back out now. I don't want to. I'll just have to be in a relationship with someone younger, with my student. It's only going to last for a few months anyway... . After that we'll just be normal people that just know each other.
Hayato smiled, knowing that Ryu was right. He was going to graduate in a few months and then he'd stop being Ryu's student but simply his lover. Could he be called boyfriend?
- So...it's official now? We're boyfriends? Hayato asked with a hint of insecurity in his voice.
- Hm..., Ryu grinned as wide as it was humanly possible, loving the way it sounded coming from Hayato's mouth. Boyfriends...he dreamily repeated, enjoying how it rolled out of his mouth and how pleasant it felt.
- You know I can't be only yours....right? Hayato asked, preparing himself for whichever reaction Ryu might have.
Ryu suddenly stood up on his bottom and looked at Hayato, better said glared at him, not understanding where the younger one was heading. What was that supposed to mean? Hayato was planning on cheating on him even before they could properly date? Never!
- And just what's that supposed to mean? Don't forget I get to see you six hours at school and then it's time off. I won't allow you to cheat on me! he almost shouted, feeling angry and jealous.
- I'm not going to cheat on you, Ryu. At least not of my own free will.
Ryu glared at Hayato even more, jealousy making his heart shrink inside his chest each word sank in. Hayato was looking at him with sad eyes, upset but more disappointed that he had to expose reality agan.
- What's that supposed to mean?! Ryu asked even angrier, making Hayato chuckle on the inside at just how cute and sexy could a naked, angry Ryu be.
- He'll leave me alone until I'm fully cured and then he'll come again. He will fuck me again, Ryu. Ken will fuck me while I'll fuck you. Are you okay with that?
Ryu simply stared with his mouth wide open. He had completely forgotten about that man who raped or forced Hayato to be his sex toy. Now he understood each of the younger one's words. Hayato was indeed going to cheat on him, but not because he wanted to but because he had to.
So what now? He was supposed to let his boyfriend be fucked by some fucked up dude? No way! Ryu discovered he felt far too possessive or jealous as to let Hayato even be touched with such intentions by anyone else than him.
What could he do? What could he do to stop Ken? How?