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no subject - not today.
Here I am. I always come back to you. You are always here for me. So many things about you are different these days, but yet, you're still the same ( Read more... ) -
one day (ellipsis)
I'll be better at proofing before publishing.
For now, you get raw-dawg.
You're welcome.
One day...
I'll have it all. And happy.
1day
maybe even on a monday.
better than a none-day
but
oneday
someday
one.day.
just one day.
adios................. -
can someone wipe this stupid smile off my face, please?
Okay, so I return after another year and a half. As per my usual. But this has probably been the only constant thing in my life, besides breathing, for the past E L E V E N years. That's a 6th grader ( Read more... ) -
life… or something like it
As I’ve gotten older, my equilibrium seems to have become weaker and weaker. No longer am I able to ride the scary rides with the most fulfilling thrills they have to offer. No longer do I have the confidence needed to ride them - or - enjoy them. No longer do I even like them.
Life can be nauseating. Life can be the most thrilling experience ( Read more... ) -
Here's an old entry from 2012 that never made it to publish, titled: mood - it's made me smile :)
I hate you, mood. You always suck and get in the damn way. Perma-smile. Hahaha. “That I can show you how…” Oh my goodness. There are a bunch of things flooding my mind right now and I hate every single one of them. These moments are few and far between. Not anxious. Just annoyed. Unhappy. Ok. Broke. Not broken. I hate this up and down bullshit of ( Read more... ) -
pumpkin
Even in my dreams, I feel the fear of being left out. Lol, but this time about “bring your own pumpkin & carve it day” at who-the-hell-knows where. But there I am, complaining, “why didn’t anyone tell me?! Huh, Michelle Obama…? And I woke up at 2:00A to get here early!!” Haha, wherever “here” is. And oh, the distant feelings of those all night ( Read more... ) -
march6th
Every year you come around and every year it feels the same. Forever the senstive one. But this year I feel different. I don't feel so hindered by this sad, reminisent day. I feel okay. I feel fine ( Read more... ) -
11:23
Will I ever escape you?
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it's almost unfair... but it's not.
Yeah, that's right, I said it... Life is fair. But it's almost unfair ( Read more... ) -
today:
To be continued...