Conversation with paul ( Read more... )

Wholly crap ( Read more... )

I have this untangible unhappy or anxious kind of feeling tonight. There's no real reason for it. Some pieces of bad news that don't affect me directly. A book shelf I fell in love with but can't afford. Having to spend more money on some kind of bookshelf which now will never be the perfect one. And I refuse particle board. Not hearing from ( Read more... )

I am so anxious and antsy tonight ( Read more... )

Paul is watching a video on a car company's website for how to operate the FAN and the WINDSHIELD WIPERS. Good god. Anyone who needs a video on this shit should NOT be driving a vehicle!

Maybe not even a bicycle...

There's something to be said for 'wimpy' camping. No.. there's LOTS to be said for wimpy camping. I tend to associate with people who think of 'camping' as only 'backcountry camping'. And car camping isn't really camping, but more like 'being outside for a while'. BUT I went car camping by myself this weekend - and as I was by myself, I felt ( Read more... )

I practiced my defence presentation to Paul last night. He was yawning and nodding off through the whole thing, and then said he didn't understand a word of it. Now, granted, he's not in biology, or science in general, but this makes me sad and angry for 3 reasons ( Read more... )

I am feeling exceptionally atheist right now. My life fucking rocks because I worked my ass off to make it this way. And I'll be damned if I'm going to give the credit to some other dude.

I am so heartbreakingly disappointed. In things I have held up as my utopia my whole life. In the character of my family ( Read more... )

Now that it's ACTUALLY spring (and almost summer-like today!) I'm getting SO frustrated with apartment living! I almost look forward to crappy rainy days, so I can stay inside without feeling guilty or frustrated. It's SUCH a gorgeous day today and such a beautiful evening... but all I have to do outside is walk around. along the river we've ( Read more... )