"boys are stupid throw rocks at them"

ugg

I'm not talking to him for like a week. why does he have to be such a fucking ass hole sometimes?

i feel so stupid. I some how always find the worst thing to say at the worst time.

happy christmas!
(3 days later)

yeay for holidays.
yeay for good food!
yeay for preseants
yeay for ...puppies?
i suck at rhyming.....tired godd night

so yah, i put some pants in the dryer and they shrunk, and then i'm fat, so that doesn't help, so yah, if my clothes weren't tight on me before they def. are now. so i didn't go to my mom's friends party with them cuz they'd probably say something about me gaining weight. I didn't tell my mom that, i just told her i had other plans. I feel like ( Read more... )

Don't really know what I'm looking for anymore.

I just don't really feel like myself anymore....

i'm so upset with myself....i made all the wrong choices today. With time and money. and just everything. i should probably get some work done.

so apperantly i can't do anything right ( Read more... )

"The words have been drained from this pencil ( Read more... )

I think in my most recent years of life, my way of handeling emotiions I couldn't handle was just becoming numb to the situation, or just numb all together. Right now, I think I'm feeling it all now being depressed and shit...I realize that ignoring the situation or just pretending you're okay doesn't fix anything, your just hiding. I guess I ( Read more... )