As of lately ( Read more... )

Life is ups & downs ( Read more... )

Way back when I stumbled upon a livejournal which belonged to a boy out in California who wrote really beautifully and one day he wrote something like ( Read more... )

feelings of happiness always fade and your just left with a flimsy back bone.

Gotta get drunk gotta forget some things.

What better way to end a truly amazing friday night than to write about it ( Read more... )

Its strange because sometimes I read I book and I think I'm the person in the book.

Long past ever being able to have stopped you are changed the course of life and yet its all I think about. Day and night. Everything is different while not at all.

Breathing harder.. less warm.
Those are things I notice.

What I wouldn't give
You have no idea.

This is more of an apology than anything else.

I think my cat has fleas and I've been pretty sad this week.

Brendan has been in my dreams a lot. I get so happy and then heartbrokenly sad when my minds starts wrapping around it in my dream and then I wake up and I can't shake off the cobwebs.

I don't know,
Its like I've been outside and come back in but can't seem to shake the cold from my

I know I'm not going to college right now like most people think I should be, but I'm working full time and making a little home and further more I'm happy. That should count for something, right?