I have no faith in anyone in general lately.. I try. Again, again, again and again but I can't keep being nice and letting things roll off my back. I'm pretty sure I'm going to snap.

Let's all get along and be kind to eachother huh?

Today marks the ending of my week long vacation which doesn't seem like a big deal except that after working every day (seriously EVERY day) for two or so months it felt so good to just stop and sit on the beach and not worry about a single thing ( Read more... )

I originally typed out a very long rant of a entry about how i'm "done with people that only care about me and my friendship when it's convenient for them" but ended up back-spacing all of it because when it comes down to it, it doesn't matter and the people I want to read it won't anyhow and if they did they wouldn't even realize it was directed ( Read more... )

So this morning I went into the Lost Dog and after making my soy latte I told Garth that I would be quitting a the begining of October.
So that's what.. six weeks notice?
His response was:
"No."

JESUS CHRIST I'M LOOSING MY SANITY.

Things are really moving forward ( Read more... )

My best relationships with people are played out over the counter at the coffee shop ( Read more... )

I start shaking at the thought of how much i despise this town lately ( Read more... )

Are they serious with some of the shit they say to/about me? And further more are you ever going to stand up for me? No? Okay, that's fine.. I can't always win. Not everyone is always going to love me or even like me. But god damn..

Rant over.

I'd be lying if I said today didn't make me want to A) run away and pretend that I don't know what today marks or B) hide under my bed covers and cry until there were no tears left.

It just gets harder.

Hurt & hurt & hurt