I have so much i should really be doing right now, but instead i am going to spend all the money i have on a pair of jeans that fit and smoke some weed and lay by myself and read "welcome to the monkey house" in the park for the rest of the afternoon.
i found you in my dreams and tried to beg you to stay only to wake up and remember you aren't here. funny how that is the first dream i've had with you in it for awhile.. and then i was reminded what today was. my mind is playing games with me.