i think being a pessimist means expecting the worst to happen despite any other indications.

i am a pessimist through and through. granted. i accept this.

i don't think it's a bad thing. i expect bad things to happen so when good things happen, i'm pleasantly surprised. the system works for me. personally, i think i'm being a realist. others ( Read more... )

I have a problem trusting people ( Read more... )

just bombed a pharmacology test.... need a mood-lifter!

so here we go...............

I love little baby ducks, old pick-up trucks, slow-moving trains, and rain
I love little country streams, sleep without dreams, sunday school in may,
And hay
And i love you too

I love leaves in the wind, pictures of my friends, birds in the world, and squirrels
I ( Read more... )

i am very unprepared for my 5 upcoming tests. i have no motivation and my sense of ever-impending doom is growing ( Read more... )

so i'm listening to some music, reminiscing ( Read more... )

Why do we always think the camera adds 10 pounds? Maybe, our visual system subtracts 10 pounds. After all, they're both optical systems... with several similarities.

Maybe we really are ourselves + 10 pounds and the camera is just keeping us honest.

Thoughts:
1) They should really have better TV on at night. Insomniacs deserve entertainment too... even MTV and VH1 have lost their excellent music videos. Whatever happened to Insomniac Music Theatre? I used to love that when I was younger. I always wanted that sheep mobile too...
2) Napping when you get off work is a terrible idea... unless you ( Read more... )

So it's 4am and since there's not much to do at 4am and I am incredibly awake, I figured I would write a blog or two (since I promised some last time).

Tomatoes: 
So "tomatoes" is my new expression of dislike. Anytime I encounter a situation I don't like, I'm just going to start exclaiming, "tomatoes." Why? My inspiration comes from the following ( Read more... )

I've been completely and entirely out-of-touch. I haven't had any lick of time to myself this entire summer due to my ever-present job and/or my secondary job on the weekends. Many people have voiced their concerns, or rather...AHEM, complaints, about my lack of phone calls, texts, blogs, emails, etc, and to these people, I just want to say, I love ( Read more... )

so jeff's bushes took the side mirror on my car ( Read more... )