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The Widow's Companion
The Widows Companion ( Read more... ) -
i'm read like a fucking book
my dad walked in and was like ( Read more... ) -
been awhile.
new year. new boy. new outlook i suppose ( Read more... ) -
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honestly ( Read more... ) -
life
"just a friend" for the umpteenth time to where i don't even have enough fingers to count every time it's happened now. But I'm not letting it get me down. So many other people have harder things going on, and need support. Aleah does, my sister and sarah do, my dad, many others, and I'm happy to be there for them. And for once I'm confident with ( Read more... ) -
bored and happy
today was alright, i slept until like 10 minutes of 1, then immediately went to therapy from there. last night was pretty friggin wonderful. Life is going pretty great. I'm not constantly worrying about whether what i do will piss joe off or make him call and start yelling at me about how "i deserve everything i'm going through right now." how "i ( Read more... ) -
i hate being jealous
i don't understand this. I really don't think i'm that bad looking, and it still seems that no one other than Kyle is ever going to be interested in me like that. I am sitting on bed crying in pajamas still, watching the heroes marathon that's been on all day preparing to spend another saturday night alone, with people mad at me, and people who no ( Read more... ) -
feeling defeated
what do i truly have? 4 friends and a father who is currently not even allowed to see me? thats what it feels like. no one talks to me anymore. and it's weird, cause i feel like i had more when i was so emo. people talked to me more, and life wasn't falling apart all around me. i was thankful for my relationships i had, not complaining about the ( Read more... )