I'm sick of crying all the time and not understanding why. in the past two weeks, i havent been able to go three days without crying ( Read more... )

the worst part is definitely over. all I have left is my geology final. if I don't take it, i'll get a b. but if I take it and do well, i'll get an a, which would be great for my gpa. so I can finally breathe knowing that I passed all of my classes!!! I think I got mainly b's but maybe a c in poli sci. but that's no big deal really ( Read more... )

ugh, today was awful. i just want to go to sleep and never wake up. everyone would be better off probably.

Today I realized that I am too old to be sitting in front of the mall with friends not doing anything. Being at the mall in general is just not a fun time, especially when you are surrounded by loud high school kids.

Also, in 4 days i'll be done with school and freeeeeeeeeee!!!!
only 3 more exams and one presentation to go :)

i am just a dreamer, and you are just a dream.
you could have been anyone to me.

Last night was exhilarating, but it shouldn't happen again.
I need to keep my eye on the prize before it forgets about me completely.
It's bound to happen eventually, but it can't happen yet.

I really hate it when people aren't honest with other people. When one person basically ignores the other person, and the other person is left in the dark about how they really feel about them ( Read more... )

I remember why i hate parties. if it's a party where i know everyone there, then it's cool. But if i only know a couple people and things like beer pong are taking place, then it's just awful. Maybe alan was right. maybe i don't like parties because i'm socially awkward. Like i'm not really social in large groups. But i think it's mostly that i don ( Read more... )

I just watched I Am Sam and i loved it.

It felt good to cry. I hadn't done it in a while.

There is no such thing as nonexistence. Even something that is considered nonexistent is still existent in the realm of nonexistence. If you perceive something's existence, then it exists, even if only in the form of an idea. But if you perceive something as not existing, whether you directly make the assertion or simply inherently know that it ( Read more... )

Strangers are mean. I'm talking to this guy and i think everything is fine, but then he says "go fuck yourself" and signs off ( Read more... )