So today i realized that i really only have about 5 real friends. and i only see 2 on a regular basis ( Read more... )

So i basically have a year to decide this, but i have to choose where i want to go to school ( Read more... )

Sonnet XVII ( Read more... )

I wish I didn't remember my dreams.

I know that us not being friends is probably for the best, but i miss him a lot. I miss the days where we sat around and did nothing all day, but i was still incredibly happy just being with him. I miss all of our conversations about everything and nothing all at the same time. I wish i could tell him that I've changed, and that I'm not the person ( Read more... )

I'm starting to realize that i don't have very many friends. When i want someone to hang out with, i can't seem to find anyone. Most of the friends i do have live far away and i never see them, let alone talk to them. Then there are those people that i used to be friends with, but now i am not due to situations that are usually my fault. And the ( Read more... )

RIP Stripe.

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So work has pretty much consumed my whole summer. i don't even really want to work at all, but i suppose that if i didn't work i would be a lot more depressed than i already am. when i am often unproductive it makes me really depressed, but at least i'm accomplishing things. It's a distraction from certain other people/things in my life. and then ( Read more... )

my new life goal is to drive two cars at once.

and bumble bee tuna salad on crackers is really good.

went to sleep with a headache and woke up with a headache.
multiple times within the past month.

i think the headache demons are out to get me.

:(