Letter to someone who used to be a friend ( Read more... )

I've completed a story. Granted it's a first draft. But it's the first story I've completed since Creative Writing: Fiction. Poems, I'm still knocking out occassionally. And then I post them here. Well...not all of them ( Read more... )

I have like 5 million people I need to call. I haven't returned phone calls in months. It's part of the depression. And it's weird. Because I know if I would call these peoples that it would make me feel better.

Phone calls to return:
Katrina
Aubri
JP
Catie
Jeni

I'm a little concerned that Satanism ranked higher than Christianity. The problem is disagree and Not applicable were the same space!


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Therapy ( Read more... )

I used to think I had a thing for Joyce Carol Oates. In a sort of admiration for the women who came before. The ones who are paving my way. (That concept being a joke of course until I manage to actually motivate myself to write more ( Read more... )

Went out Saturday night with some girls from work. It was Tara's birthday. And Tara is one of the people I consider a friend. I'm making more of them, now that we've all started to settle into the new restaurant and stuff. But this was the first time I've gone out with people from the new store. They were all happy to see me. Of course, to ( Read more... )

So. I went for my second therapy session this monday. He lets me lead the conversation, so it meanders a bit. This time, we talked about being hard on my self. The example I used was from a night at work. So we discussed it in the context of work. And that was fine. Except. Work is generally the place I feel most human. I keep trying to ( Read more... )

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Well. Went to the head doctor's yesterday. The initial session went well. We didn't really go into personal/family history. I think ultimately, we might have to get into some of that at least. That'll be funny. We just discussed where I am now in life. I have hope.