I've been mentally adding things to my List List for quite some time now. This list was started on September 21st, 2009 at the age of 25, nearly 26 ( Read more... )

You want some of my things? I’m getting evicted on Wednesday.

Saturday 10/22/11
Workday

Dingy
Bleak
Bedraggled
Unsettled
Bewildered
Irritable
Allergic
Unclean
Hovel
Unkempt
Rehash
Malaise
Monotony
Quibble
Secondhand

Little Beast - Richard Siken ( Read more... )

Happy 11th birthday Livejournal. Besides cigarettes, you're the only thing I've ever stuck with for so long.

Please, help me not get evicted in the wake of forced institutionalization. I fucking hate asking for money but I don't know what else to do.

"Your friends who you say betrayed you also paid your bills, tried to get you jobs that you turned down and then, yes, petitioned you when they felt you started endangering you life.

I'm sorry you can't see how hard these folks love you."

You can love a thing to death, you know.

When I do need help for real I have no fucking friends at all. Ultimate betrayal. I will live through this just to spite those of you who thought you knew me better than I do. You started it, you're a part of it. I will finish it and be the bigger man because that's how I was brought up. Jerks.

I love you like that one trick candle that burns down the party/like the smoke alarm you took the battery out of/like the fire station, looming/I love you like shouldn’t, couldn’t, and can’t/I love you because I know you wont/The party was too small for all those people anyway.

Things are gonna change, I can feel it.

(Thanks Beck, for seeing the future.)