Once again....epic fail....

Who works....tooo much. I do. It kinda sucks. I feel as if I have too? I think there might be better things on my horizon one day.

Just let me drive to an unknown destination. Wind in my hair. Music in my ears. I'd be at peace there. Let the sun warm me. Internally would never be enough. I breathe easier, when it's only me that I have to breath for.

I need to learn to smile, and take it all with one even stride. I'm sure then it'd be alot easier. I should make a list of goals,and work towards them. Hell, I just wanna explore everything and everywhere. Would that ever be too much to ask?

Where theres a will there will always be a way..I love him forever ....

So yeah, you know time for another random post. You ever get the immense feeling, that there should be more to everything. It's a nagging feeling. So much to think about so little energy to do so.

Whatever you say it's alright, whatever you do it's alright..

Bored out of my mind, with not much energy to do more, in a good place. Lost to some things, would like to discover more. Need to enjoy, without complicating. Need to relax, without stress. I need to breathe, more then ever. I feel I am sufficating, due to endless nagging of superficial fears. The wind enveloped in my hair, with freedom wrestled in ( Read more... )

So I remember my first real head over heels..it's really got to be the one...and at this I shrug my head. Some great memories, and the reality that they travel farther and farther almost stings. And then I also remember...all the regretful moments after, but they all halt in comparison, to when you know it really is the right time..but yet not... ( Read more... )

I think..I'm the most confused, frustrated I've ever been. I'm going to be very blunt here, it fucking sucks. I'd like to just curl in a ball and fucking .....yeah. So yeah...anyone....help?

So I discovered I love the music saved on my computer, tis very nice. I've also discovered this a light at the end of the tunnel. So I just have to keep traveling along...