So hey it's been awhile....I'm watching sleepless in seattle...this movie..is like the tearjerker of tearjerkers. I always thought Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks should get married, they do enough movies together. But at last...thats not what I'm really worried about here. I get to work at the barn tommorrow, wouldn't be so bad if it was more spring like, ( Read more... )

I didn't know when the next time I'd be writing in this thing would be, but I guess it's now. I'm tired again, big surprise. I really do need more hours in the day. I have to go into work at 2 today, already worked at the barn this morning, so that pretty much sucks, back at the barn all day tommorrow...eh...at least it's supposed to be nice out ( Read more... )

Bored with life, I guess. Not really getting that point of being born into death. I'd like to just have fun with it really I do, I just maybe have forgotten how? Nonetheless I feel it slipping away...

Steve Irwin you were most definetly the "man" and you will be missed by all your adoring fans and crocs...

So look at this yet another journal entry, thats gotta mean i'm too sick to go out and party. I'm almost ready to get into another relationship and test it out, but I don't have a crash dummy yet..so I'll be working on that...It sucks tho, because I almost can't stand boys/men like I don't ever see there being a mutual love relationship with anyone ( Read more... )

..So I drove to no avail, figures when your ready, noone else is. It's the story of my life, Oh well. I should remember my old phrase of oh fuck it. It's such a good philosophy. I love my newer car by the way, and want to work on adding to it, and making it prettier then it ever thought it could be, if it's good to me I'm good to it..It's simply ( Read more... )

I'm so ready to say fuck it all, and party and just live like it's worth living...forget the worries, and have some fun....it's my new philosophy along with ..fuck that..

Oh and by the way I got a new car it's a 2000 Chrysler 300M..yeah I'm in love...<3

....Campers.......their fun.......I'm so tired ( Read more... )

I've been so busy. I'm trying to chill out a little today, it might be working, well it works till I think of all the stuff I should be catching up on, like visiting Rocky, cleaning my car, hanging with friends. I'm only 18 so I hope I can manage this crazy life I call mine. I swear I wanted to talk about mroe here, but I'm at a lost, funny how ( Read more... )

But in the end it doesn't really matter...

So true. I've tried way too hard, and in the end it hasn't mattered. It's done everything but mattered. I don't want to give up, but I don't want to keep fighthing for something thats not there. It's really quite frustrating....