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My dear Lori
I am conflicted. There is a vested interest in who you are and how you engage.
But, the cons weigh in when I hear some presumptuous dissertations.
It's not about the sex. That's somewhere I want to be certainly, but it's about how you're holding yourself high and mighty and treating me the beggar. I realize now that the jest we/I had made in the ( Read more... ) -
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It's just a stupid ho on the internet. It's just a stupid ho on the internet.
But it's the feeling. The stupid multiple thing. I keep it in the back of my head pretty well but it does distance me quite far the status quo, the commonplace; it makes me weird. People, despite what they say, don't like weird. It makes me sad to be disliked when the ( Read more... ) -
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Sardonic
The cogs now turn and the heart may yearn but no more does it burn.
A hack and a cough as the body frees its congestion,
Step back and scoff while I watch your indignation, your frustration,
The path may turn, but with each step I learn as my feet begin to burn.
Four walls and no door is how you keep yourself safe and sure,
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The trio.
Hate, hate is what wells. I see you, I see your bleeding ignorance and foolishness. Sad, and pitiful, not just in your obtuse discourse but in the similarity you show to the rest of the flock. Your words, they do not coincide with your actions. I hate lies, and that is what you have done. Your intentions are belied in both your words and actions. ( Read more... ) -
Aaaahaahahahahahahaaaa! Haaaaa~ Oh god I'm crazy.
Full of damn bees.
Recent life starves me freedom of the mind,
And naked is the truth I have spoke to you.
Answers I've received lay lax what's confined,
Yet little stirs, and as it stirred it grew.
So did I indeed ponder long before,
I find myself coming back, rethinking,
Troubled by the weight you have in my life,
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Caitlyn
I think that holding your truth might be one of the most empowering experiences you can live. I never really thought that there would be a way to feel enlightened, but I do indeed assign the current state of being I am in to that.
So I told her, all that I had for her in me, and all that I wanted from her. She told me she was too afraid and not ( Read more... ) -
Intensity
Hmm, I wonder if that was a good idea. So now we've got an opportunity to talk to her, and see what she wants.
We've got an opportunity to see her and ask her if she slept with miles. ZING!
I really wonder how things are going to go. I've got all this stuff in my head, and I know what it is (which I fear makes one of us). I'm apprehensive again.
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Ninja poetry post.
Were I to keep treading as I had before,
Blindly, feeling not the wonder nor ardor,
Would I be less excited? Yes, I'm sure.
But sits here one who's struck by your splendor.
At first alarm was there, fear of your depth,
Intoxication exposed my damage,
And you witnessed what was rare as I wept.
Then came ponderance of your passages.
The comfort and the ( Read more... ) -
I think I am clever sometimes.
Quite the revelation. I think I don't want to set roots in anywhere, even though they are something that nurture you, you can't very well make a tree walk (or I don't know how to). That and every time we anchor down, we get plucked up later.
I used to make my home in people. I used to only like to be around my mom/family and my friends. They are ( Read more... ) -
On the mounds they build and how the sea washes them away.
So, I have trust issues. That isn't precisely ground-breaking. These issues are not the mundane trust issues but the emotional ones. These walls have been growing taller in relation to my human folk. There was a decline about the era whence I lived with my crazy extended family, severed ties with Toni, and got arrested. My remained tattered human ( Read more... )