16 days and counting. I don't remember exactly when Christmas stopped feeling like Christmas, but I remember feeling let down year after year when it did not meet my childhood expectations anymore. Lost was the fun, lost was the frivolity, lost was the magic. There used to be something so mystical about the blanket of snow and quiet that fell on ( Read more... )

Imagine me, 7th month into the future from my last post. Life certainly has changed ( Read more... )

"Good morning, good morning! Somedays, isn't it just great to be alive?"

Yes, yes it is.

Well, as an update from the last entry, I have calmed down a lot and I'm much more level headed now (about that situation). I've worked myself down to the giddiness of a school girl over the "problem" and will probably keep that mindset for the rest of the summer... and I'm okay with that. (Don't you love how I can just get on here and talk and ( Read more... )

Interesting, interesting stuff. I've had such an awkward week: awkward with others & awkward with myself. This past week was the first time since November that I've truly questioned myself: my actions, my beliefs, and my feelings ( Read more... )

Not to once again be vague and mysterious... but I blushed again today. And I teared up a little, which confused me greatly. Do you think the tearing is because in my mind of minds I don't think I deserve this happiness I'm feeling (which causes the blush)? Or maybe because I think I am fabricating this happiness from nothingness? I wonder.

I blushed today.

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The weather is resuming its inherent craziness. Sunshine, snow, rain, sunshine, snow, rain, sunshine, etc.. I think it is fitting for this point in my life. Keeps me on my toes, keeps me in right mind ( Read more... )

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