Not sure if anyone is still here. Just wanted to post this someplace.

The CrackingAs I am in the bleachers watching the female ice hockey game, I start to hear it. I look around wondering why no one is reacting to the ice cracking sounds. I start to make my way down the stairs as the cracking gets louder and more pronounced. I ask a couple of ( Read more... )

I know many are no longer here. I once again do not feel like exposing my issues to FB. Just not in the mood. I wish I knew more people over at Dreamwidth since I know many went there. So if you see this here, know I am over there as well and will be copying this ( Read more... )

I got back into the water today and did laps for about 25 minutes. I told myself that if I went a whole month without getting in the water I would stop my Y membership. I honestly can't remember with being sick and such this month if I went earlier in the month so I went today. I was planning to go to water aerobics but slept thru that. At least I ( Read more... )

It is xmas day and I am so not feeling it. I want to just go crawl back into bed. I am of the mind why bother. I will not do anything stupid, but admit the thought has crossed my mind. Mostly in dreams. This year has been the worst I think for depression and just the blahs. One good thing is that I was able to spend time with my nieces on Friday. ( Read more... )

I am in such a pissed off mood right now. My body is falling apart and I know it. I have a hard time walking with the arthritis in my knee. I get out of breath easily. My bp and sugar is not doing well. It is not really bad but heading that way. My insurance starts Dec 1st but my good insurance does not start till Jan 1st. I am bleeding where I ( Read more... )

I come here to write when it is just too much to talk about on FB or to me it is too personal to put out for all those that I have as 'friends' on FB. I feel safer here ( Read more... )

I gave notice in February and my last day at work was Friday March 6th. R got me and we headed out on Saturday to go to orientation. I started my new career as a truck driver on monday March 9th. For alittle over a month I drove on my permit with R beside me helping and training me. The first and second week of April we were back home to get the ( Read more... )

got my permit today with air brake endorsement. Woohoo. Was so NERVOUS. I did ok on the general knowledge test, and rocked the air brakes test. The system ends the test when you get to passing (80%) so on the air brakes it is 25 questions. When I finished question 20 it said I passed. (IE I got all 20 right and was at 80% so why go on???) I went ( Read more... )

We are moving along very quickly now. I have my medical card and going to take the permit test on Tues. Drove Ren up yesterday to meet with the truck owner and left him in upper OH. He is now in the truck and going to run for a couple of weeks w/o me. I need to get some medical things done before I lose work insurance and give my 2 weeks. Date was ( Read more... )

Things are moving along on the road to getting on the road!

Today I went and spent $75 to get my medical card. I got a 1 year because I am on medication for high blood pressure. Came home with card and forms in hand and scanned them to send them to Frankfort. Now wait and see.