So now that I'm getting back into the modeling scene and testing the waters with bikini contests, and even thinking about going further, into figure competitions, one needs to have a great bikini to wear to impress the judges right? My friend Cristina told me about Chynna Dolls bikinis, and I really like them. They're more affordable than some ( Read more... )

But it doesn't work like that. I removed your privileges for a reason. You showed me that I can't trust you. I asked you to be honest, you didn't answer me. Now you're talking about me (still) with someone else I thought was a friend. I'm over it. It didn't matter then, it doesn't matter now. Take it personally if you want, I just removed you from ( Read more... )

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here is an issue that has plagued me everytime i muster the balls to bring it up... and i truly just don't even know how to deal with it. am i unique in my experience (signaling that i am doing something terribly wrong)? or is this a common occurance among others as well (and in which case, PLEASE advise me ( Read more... )

thanks, vern:)

"My right hand holds matches, my left holds my past. I hope the wind catches, and burns it down fast. I'm gonna step into the fire, with my failures and my pain, and wave good-bye to yesterday, as I dance among the flames.

So, don't try to save me now, let the walls of my world all burn down. Just stand back and wait till the smoke ( Read more... )

i remember a time where my heart broke for the lost. i fell down onto my knees and cried for hours in prayer, speaking in tongues, falling asleep and dreaming word-pictures that God placed in my head for sharing upon waking. i remember challenging the cynical and arguing the ignorance. i remember standing up in the middle of my high school to ( Read more... )

Due to sociopathic children with narcissistic stalking tendancies, the previous entries of this lovely LiveJournal have been made

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i loved this statement. as far as i know the author is unknown but it doesn't take away from the power of its message. alliteration at its best i must add... enjoy.

My Commitment as a Christian ( Read more... )