I TALKED TO HER!!! SHE LOVES ME TOO OMFG

it was amazing we talked and got most of the stuff out and seh wants to get an apartment with me once we graduate and omfg she still likes girls holy shit she said i love you and she even said the girl!!! liek she used to! i fucking cant wait to see her holy fuckign shit.

I love Samantha Simons.

I'm so fucking happy right now ( Read more... )

6 months.

Fuck.

I can't sleep. I can't eat. What.the.fuck.

You know I'm better than this, I'm better than what you're doing, I'm better than you. You know I'm the best fucking thing you have going for you, the best thing you'll have for a long time. Edit: The best thing you had. You also know you're just throwing me away. I know you care, but I also know you know ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to have someone soon.

Save me if I get in too deep, please.

Everybody wants something beautiful.

Oh, I want to be beautiful.

Mr.Jones

KASJDHF: i needed a hug ( Read more... )

[x] I am a cuddler ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to... me.

Just another day, I guess.

Ugh.

I'm typing this for my personal benifit.  So I can just get my thoughts out and try to feel better.  Not really meant for people to read, so yes... ignore?

I'm back and forth so fucking often.  I love him, and at the same time I just don't ever want to think about him again because he puts me through so much pain sometimes.  I'm afraid to tell him ( Read more... )

I have a really bad feeling in my chest. I hope things don't go the way I think they might...

I don't know what to do... yet again.