I hate feeling down every night, having the desire to talk to some person online about it.  Its stupid.

It feels unusual for me to feel such muted traits of depression because I feel things deeply, intensely, and passionately. I feel like a zombie, quietly slugging along despite having things going moderately well for me. 

I am unnecessarily critical of myself for no discernible reason, and this critical mindset feels like intrusive thoughts. Any advice on how to be gentler to myself?

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time passes and i become more and more secluded from the world and from my friends. i have came to a point where i no longer even speak to any of my friends. they try to talk to me, and i ignore them. i am honestly disinterested in even communicating with them. the thought of hanging out with my friends makes me extremely nervous. when i do see ( Read more... )

We need to stop violence against people that are not affecting us ( Read more... )

Joannis' Medical Fund
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I don't know what I did to deserve you texting me randomly why you don't understand why there's "tension" between us. I thought I made it abundantly clear why I don't like you and why you've made me upset & uncomfortable. I'm afraid that your toxic influence will somehow resurface because you misinterpreted my civility in explaining my side of the ( Read more... )

"suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it on to someone else"