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PEOPLE - 
[] ask if I’m bulimic 
[x] call me fat 
[] say I’m skinny 
[] say I’m ugly 
[] say I’m pretty 
[ x] spread rumors about me 
[] force me to eat 
[] say I eat too much 
[] wish I’d eat more 
[x] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic

I WISH - 
[x] I was THIN 
[x] I had a better body 
[x] I didn't have to eat 
[x] I could control myself 
[x] I was ( Read more... )

Sometimes i feel like this ED, the way in which its always there and how it makes you feel and think in certain ways, its like im being manipulated by it. By her? Him? I dont know, i know its in my head, but it just sometimes how i feel, like right now...

I wake up, and my first thoughts are gym today ( Read more... )