So for a week or so I've been working on a doctoral thesis on how much last year sucked when I realized something. Last year sucked hardcore, but if I hang on to that this year is going to suck just as much. With that being said I've decided to forget about my 2007 summation and bring forth my 2008 declaration. I am not going to get sucked into a ( Read more... )

Well that's it really merry christmas. Happy new year. Hope you guys got what you wanted. Much Love
Peace.

Oh I know I know. My life is spiraling into an abyss from which there is no escape. Im at the point where I don't even want to bother with school anymore. And no matter what I do with my life I'm probably going to be a miserable person. I could only wish smoking takes my life early.

So ya past few days.... FUCKIN AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happiest I've been in a good long while.

Don't know why but I am feeling depressed again. I need to stop having emotions again they always just seem to get me hurt. Even though loss, pain, and misery is a good inlet for wisdom and creativity. I at the moment don't have a creative or artistic outlet so they just sorta make me want to do bad things to the world.

There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness ( Read more... )

I hope everyone has a wonderful Valentines day(or what I like to call fuck off and die day) . Cause I never have and probobly never will. And just because I loathe this holiday doesn't mean I think everyone else should be miserable. But, I do hate this holiday very much and would like it to die.

Every day I watch and listen to people whinning and bitching about a certain group and how their rights are being violated in some way or another. I've heard complaints from gay, straight, male, female, young, old, black, mexican, asain, white, christian, muslim, pagan, buddhist, hindu, the list goes on. Well that is all bullshit. Every single day ( Read more... )

Why is it me that must be tortured by this? Why is the cure always in my grasp, yet it's pulled away from me like a demented child teasing a starving dog? I scream on high for the answers, but my words are sucked into the void. I search for someone to give me solace from this torment, but she just creates more. Instead of answers I find voices with ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in a long ass time and I doubt I'll be on here again. So for all of you who don't know today is my birthday. If you did not know or forgot that is not the point of this post. I was talking to my recruiter today, figured I'd get the jump on things and give him my enrolment verification so I can get paid next semester. Well he ( Read more... )