I am here to write an entry because I actually want to take time to think about what I am writing. I have a lot on my mind, and I would actually rather type out what I have for thought in my 750words.com account instead, but I am currently working on getting a speed typing badge for typing 750 words in under 20 minutes for ten days straight. I am ( Read more... )

I haven't been back here in awhile. I actually found another place to write journals. 750words.com It is actually a pretty cool place to write. Although it is only free for the first month. $5 a month after that. I just paid last night. There are a bunch of interesting features and logistics on it, but my favorite part is that it challenges you to ( Read more... )

I'd like to make this a habit to write here, but it just ain't happening. A lot of things going on, but I haven't really been going anywhere. Not completely at least. Slowly, meagerly moving forward, so at least that's something. Inner negativity has always been in my nature, but at least it has given me the ability to have somewhat of a good ( Read more... )

Dear God ( Read more... )

The first girl I loved once told me that I have good retrospect. And in retrospect, I suppose I do. Even though I loved Jennifer and wanted her to be happy, I became an inconsiderate jerk along the way. Pretty much a dick. I do not wish to dwell on these facts because there are important things that need to be attended to, but I would like to ( Read more... )

I'm almost done. This surreal feeling that will soon fade to reality. This time, I'll make it count. I have gained so much from these past few years of school. I will continue to work on becoming the person I thought I never could be, so I can do the things I've always wanted, like helping make a better difference in the lives around me ( Read more... )

I have a test in a few hours. I love know that I don't need that much time to study to pass, but pretty sad that I could amount to so much more if I did put the time and effort into it. I am reaching a better place, so I hope that in the near future I will reach my potential and go beyond. As of for right now, finishing school is my top priority ( Read more... )

Moving forward is pretty nice. So after talking to my former love, I feel like I have some closure on our relationship. It's always nice to look back from time to time, but now there is no turning back. What we have now is just as beautiful as what we had back then, just not as intense or intimate. I cherish her, just as I cherish the ones I love. ( Read more... )

So much goes unspoken when you keep it all to yourself. I will not speak of the many things I want to, but I will try to speak a part of it. I have been trying to find or make something of myself. So much has happened and my life has been ever changing. I am not the person who I once was and I am also on my way to becoming the person I've so ( Read more... )

Life is beautiful. It is also filled with much grief and sorrow. The vast spectrum where any of us can fall cannot be measured, but most definitely felt ( Read more... )