Hey guys..I'm back on here. I guess it's because I feel I can say things in here that I can't on myspace. It's a little more private. Well Trinity turned a year old on April 11. She's getting soooo big. She's a brat now. She's spoiled rotten. I'm back together with an ex from a few years ago. He treats me wonderfully. Things are going well so far ( Read more... )

well me and justin got into an argument again today but i think we may have made some progress anyways. I dont know what to think anymore. like i said, im just going to take it day by day. I just dont know. he got to spend some time with trinity again today. i was glad. she does sooo much better when she gets to see him. she knows who her daddy is ( Read more... )

well me and justin sat down and talked. im not sure it really made a difference because i just ended up saying the same thing ive been saying. oh well, regardless im just going to take things day by day. He made a comment about not wanting to hurt the chic that he's with but I guess it all comes down to the fact of him deciding what is important to ( Read more... )

Well things are probably screwed up between me n Justin royally now but im too tired to care anymore. I'm tired of it all being my fault supposedly because I know it's not completely. I have my faults like anyone else but my god there are things that are beyond my control and i'm sick of being the scapegoat. Me and Justin ahve got to sit down soon ( Read more... )

Well I just found out that Ive been made a fool of and I think it's all bullshit. Justin lied to me and tikd me that him and carrie have never done anything period. Well apparently its all a lie. not only have they done it on top of the school but also at nathans house and her house and who knows where else. im tired of the bullshit...im tired of ( Read more... )

Today was a hard one to deal with. Justin's birthday was today and I had a hard time dealing with that because we were together last year on his birthday and i decorated his locker and stuff. There are just too many memories clouding my head sometimes and i have to remind myself to stay calm and not get upset because its not good for the baby. its ( Read more... )

well lets see, whats new lately. oh i got a new pair of shoes and the new Mike Jones cd. I like the cd its pretty kick ass. the shoes look pretty good too or atleast i think they do. anyways, WIC will cover her formula and Justin's mom took me to get it. It kinda upsets me because soetimes it feels like Justin doesnt want to have anything to do ( Read more... )

Well it's official, i dont know who the hell to trust anymore. Apparently the people i thought i could trust are the ones who are trying to stab me in the back. I just dont know what to do or anything anymore. people are trying to say that i dont take care of my daughter or keep her clean. I bathe my daughter everyday and i would know because she ( Read more... )

Well I took Trinity over to Justin's house tonight and I think things went pretty good. She does soo good after seeing her daddy and when it was time for me to leave, she threw a fit when Justin handed her to me. I thought it was cute. I'm not going to post much on this one because I'm really tired...been up since 4:30 this morning. I just dont ( Read more... )

I've gotta take Trinity to the doctors office today for her 2wk check up and stuff. I'm kinda scared because i have to drive by myself and up until this point someone else has drove and i've been in the backseat with her. I talked to Tammy last night and everything. It's been almost a week since Justin has seen his daughter. I called and asked her ( Read more... )