I find it very interesting, how we define ourselves ( Read more... )

I know that I cannot just take you back, because things do not change. And i have poured my heart out too many times, And you haven't changed ( Read more... )

There's something not quite right about you.
about the way you look at him.

No one would listen if I told them,because I'm a psychobitch.
But I feel like she's waiting for us to have a slip up.

If you were angry at me, or drunk, I think she'd try something.

and I don't like that.

I am massively ashamed of my size at the moment ( Read more... )

I always know when drugs control you ( Read more... )

James and I have been doing slightly better lately, we've both been more motivated, and we've been rowing so much less ( Read more... )

I wish this relationship felt easy,
I wish you understood how I truly felt.
when I told you how much it hurt when you told me you were 'loving me less and less' you said' most of the time I feel the complete opposite to that'.

I didn't know ( Read more... )

New Goals:

My whole family, the family that lives on deep fried chips, onion rings, garlic butter kievs and chocolate, have begun to eat cleanly, and healthily. Even though I want to be healthy, and recover, and stop worrying about my weight, I have begun to eat horribly unhealthy and fatty foods.

This conclusion is not what I wanted, or what I was ( Read more... )

We act violent towards others mindlessly because we are weak, have low self esteem which prompts us to perpetuate our negativity onto others.

sometimes you care so so much,
sometimes,you fuck me, and i try to be so loving,
let my opinions out, tell you how much i care

"you shouldn't stay here next year, if you're not happy ( Read more... )