You think you know somebody and come to find out, you were wrong about them all along. It sucks, you know . . . pouring your heart out to somebody only to get it tossed back to ya, all wadded up in a little ball. I thought I had met somebody that was going to truly be a good part of my life. We had a wonderful friendship, that's what I look ( Read more... )

I helped my brother today on one of the biggest days of his life. I was so excited to be able to be there for him on a day that was so important to him. He proposed to the girl of his dreams. He had all the ideas, and I did what I could to bring them all together for him when he didn't have the chance to. He wanted today to be a surprise for her ( Read more... )

Your friends are supposed to be there for you when you need them. Every time it seems that when I see one of my friends needs something, I am there. I guess I have always just pushed myself aside, even when I may have been going through my own things, so that I could be there for the people I care about. I love being able to reach out and help ( Read more... )

There are many times in life when you sit back and look at the past, present, and future and wonder where your life is going to go. You think one minute that you have this wonderful grasp on life and that you have finally got your head above water and then life has this funny way of switching it up on you. Switching . . . I guess that is sort of ( Read more... )

Sometimes you wake up in the middle of the night from a dream that seemed so real and so unreal at the same time, and it takes a moment for you to adjust and to realize where you are and that it was just a dream. That is kinda like the way I have felt the last couple of weeks and I really couldn't tell you why. I know that may seem hard to ( Read more... )

Wow, I guess it's been awhile, lots happened since the last time I wrote in here. It's been almost a month and a half. Well since then, me and K went to the Kenny Chesney concert and had a blast! Never thought I would have so much fun at a country concert. We had a great time and a wonderful night afterward, as always. We always end our ( Read more... )

Hello Journal, Not much going on in my life lately, nothing new really to write about, living life, enjoying the time I get to spend with K (even though tonite I don't get to see her because she is in Peoria for court). I am finally out of the house in Savoy, living back in the teeny tiny bedroom I spent the majority of my childhood in. It is so ( Read more... )

I just want to start this by saying that I have never been in this type of relationship before. For one, it is kinda foreign for me to see somebody who was in a relationship at one point be friends, because most of the time, it doesn't work out so well. I think I have adjusted to that whole situation pretty well. For two, I know that I have never ( Read more... )

One of those things that you know is gonna happen. It's like a bomb dropping, you never know when it's gonna hit and when it does the destruction can be minimal or it can be total. Good thing in my case this time it was minimal. I understand why she was upset, and I hope she understands why I was upset. I know it won't be the last, and I hope ( Read more... )

I know that as life goes on, you go through many types of transitions in your life. You end a part of your life only to begin a new one. I am at one of those moments in my life right now. Over the last 2 months my life has been turned upside down. I am excited about what my future might hold for me but at the same time I am saying goodbye to a ( Read more... )