It's funny how I've come so far this year. Funny how I'm still attached in ways, still judging the things around when I'm not paying attention. I suppose I am human, and this would all be a total bore if I was perfect.

Recently, I was reminded by a friend that I have powerful energy. "Whenever you're in the room, I can just -feel- your energy all around." It meant a lot to me, being I don't hear things like that much. In fact, I don't talk about it much. I don't know how. I don't possess the terminology to express what I want to express. So here is my ( Read more... )

Things are really lining up for me lately ( Read more... )

...and it was pretty intense. Most of my vivid, colorful dreams leave me dying by the end of them (or the middle) but this one did not. So here it goes ( Read more... )

Had the feeling again. That feeling I was never able to explain. So a recap ( Read more... )

I start work again today. That should be fun. I've already heard a mouthful about the restaurant, the crew, and everything else from Jimmy. I'm not really looking forward to working a new kitchen. Oh well... Such is life ( Read more... )

here in Orange City. God I hope this only lasts a month. So tired of the bullshit already. She's not even gone, but I miss her. This whole thing has been unexpected ( Read more... )

An interesting week or two ( Read more... )

The news I just received...at least from an outsider's point of view...might seem small and meaningless. I've seen people deal with such a situation with a cavalier attitude. However, I can't seem to stop crying.

Now why is that?

What a ridiculous situation.

I honestly can't help but laugh a little. I suppose it's serious, but who gives a shit. It's all a waste of time. I have plenty of ways to separate myself from others, I don't need any more. I'm all about the love this go around.