Your so amazing to me, I wish I could be more like you. Just not the way you would think ( Read more... )

So the P3 weekend was crazy. I worked on shit I never thought I would. Never thought I'd ever be ok with ( Read more... )

...I'm just trying to find the balance.

I really miss something that felt like home.

I guess life has been less complicated lately, and I'm just making it difficult. Sorry about that ( Read more... )

I am imperfect, flawed to a fault, inconsistent and ever-changing. I enjoy every minute of it. I've grown into this person, and I love wearing this skin. But you already knew that, didn't you? You've long since adored me for the conundrum I pose. However, I am less complex than you paint me. The real reason I am so magnetic, so captivating, ( Read more... )

There is an emptiness to be admired in all this. I'm screaming amongst a deaf crowd. The people I miss the most are either unavailable or simply don't exist anymore. You've followed a path which I cannot follow. I speak to you through veils of bullshit. Nothing returns untainted. And I already know about you, so here's the space you need. ( Read more... )

Something slightly off about me, a little demonic at times. The battle of worlds within my head stirs about the extravagant and mundane. My world has been defined with new terms as of late. The smallest sensations flow abundant while the obvious are ignored and overlooked. I notice the spectrum of colors in your eye, I notice the way he tries ( Read more... )

Went to Nine Inch Nails concert last night. It was fucking awesome to say the least. Really awesome. Like everything I do for the next month will be awesome because I witnessed that show. Oh yeah.

Life is in such a state of turmoil right now. I didn't get accepted to UF. I have no reason to stay in Gainesville. I don't know what I want to do ( Read more... )

Kinda fed up today. Fed up with people, their bullshit and lies. Feeling myself disconnect. Feeling the world slip away to the back burner. Fuck most people today, you're not getting in ( Read more... )