that full moon had her way with me ( Read more... )

 what the hell am i doing?

i'm wasting a chance.  i'm pissing her off.
i don't mean to do it.
i didn't think i was this crippled.  this stupid.

i've never been apathetic in love before.
i guess i've learned another trick.

i really haven't been paying too much attention to election stuff.  i still feel intense bitterness from the last two elections (not to mention the last eight years of complete misery), i'm wary of getting my hopes crushed like that again.  i've never liked to attach myself to any particular candidate or party anyway.  i am liberal, i know that.  i ( Read more... )

at the beginning
it's hard to determine
whether
it's sexual tension unleashed
or something bigger.

time will tell, i suppose.

 oh crap.

there's someone in the picture now.
things are getting kind of intense.
i don't feel prepared for this.

i am afraid i'm going to run this time.
agh.
maybe i just need to sleep.

i miss walking in san francisco ( Read more... )

good weekend ( Read more... )

so i am subletting my room in SF for the time being ( Read more... )

it seems every year is shedding skin.
everything that was familiar and dependable has been replaced.
my friendships are withering away.
its a combination of things.

we're taking different courses now on this river.
we can't share the same current anymore.

and it's so sad.
i want to reach out and help the ones i see who are hurting.
there is oh so little i ( Read more... )

 today i found out i got into the grad program for Library Sciences at SJSU ( Read more... )