So yeah ( Read more... )

I really miss Zenni. I miss the stomach flips he would give me. I miss the sex we had. I miss always trying to go out of my way to make him want to be with me, stay with me, look at me and think the best of me. I hate that we don't love each other anymore. And I hate that he dislikes me more than he likes me. But I think it has always been like ( Read more... )

Mikito is so funny. He's really funny xD ( Read more... )

This is the second itme I've lost someone to that godawful country. I was probably the last japanese to have nothing against Korea but now I do. I will join the rest and just hate it. I fall in love. So hardcore in love. Oh my God how in love I faaaaall and then BANG. Concrete. No one there. I suppose i had it coming though, all the people in my ( Read more... )

I stayed up pretty late, around 4 am or so, with Akari to show her the whole deal with PS brushes. She takes such excellent pictures so she should be able to do what she wants with them. I know she'll be the kind of hobby photographer that takes real pictures that I can appreciate and not like most wannabe photographers that take pictures with no ( Read more... )

So I'm back in Sweden for christmas with my whole family and that feels great, it really does. I had to deal with some homesickness but it's now a little more under control as I've gotten used to being here again. I'm not as scared as I thought I would be but I did confirm with the airport that they wont go bankrupt or anything insane like that the ( Read more... )

Eee, isogashi na ( Read more... )

So I did something stupid.
And I really don't want to talk about it.

I just had the biggest urge to IM my ex Tata ( Read more... )

Everything right now is a big mess. Or maybe that is me just exaggerating - I'd like to think so - but anyway, things are not good. I've had a fight with the last person I want to fight with. I'd even want to fight with my boyfriend over Wataru. This has driven us so much further apart when we were fianlly getting so close after living with each ( Read more... )