I've been terribly depressed since I got back from the road trip. I'm so restless in New York City. I think I just want to go home and be with familiar friends but then I remember how unhappy I am when I'm home for more than a few days. It seems that I always wish I were somewhere else but then when I get what I want, I'm not content ( Read more... )

1. i'm going on a fucking road trip to california in 9 days

2. i'm seeing blink-182 and weezer in august

3. i quit 3iying

4. idlm is cool though

5. i need a job

Washington Square Park opened up a couple days ago so tonight I headed downtown to revisit last year's sanctuary. The stuck jets on the sides of the steps so now when you sit in it and the wind blows, you get sprayed in the face. Awesome. Being back is both sad and comforting at the same time. I've been feeling pretty lonely lately but I guess that ( Read more... )

( Because Nicco's not home yet )

Psych and Stats finals went well enough. Econ fucked me. Last night dad drove me and my stuff to Queens and then bounced in like 10 minutes. Living with the grandparents is going to be interesting. Grandpa's already voiced that he doesn't want me coming home late. I know it's really nice of them to let me stay in the extra apartment and I'm ( Read more... )

nyu is eating my soul. psychology final tomorrow morning. i have so much to do before finals next week. ashley's in the hospital for who knows how long. i don't know what came over me but i suddenly went nuts on careernet looking for internships. i should probably be trying to get a job first since working at emmanuel 4 hours a week isn't going to ( Read more... )

I just participated in this econ experiment where you can't eat for 4 hours before. They make you pick between different amounts of water, ritz crackers and money. Then they do a lottery to see which one of your many trials will be realized. I ended up getting the trial that was a 13% chance lottery of winning $50. Then I did the lottery and ( Read more... )

I interviewed to babysit a little girl named Elli. The mother reminds me of Olivia's except she's working, more talkative and possibly equally neurotic. The poor girl is in kindergarten and she has abacus lessons, gardening, yoga, piano, swimming. That's all I can remember off the top of my head. Elli's a sweetheart and she's energetic, which I ( Read more... )

I just took a psych exam. For once I walked out of there with the possibility of doing well. Now I'm sitting in Washington Square Park by Pete+Elsa. My body feels sick from lack of sleep but there's an overlying sense of relief in the air.

I turned 20 yesterday. The most cliche thing you could ask is, how does it feel? It feels like yesterday in the ( Read more... )

I was really upset that I couldn't go home this weekend but staying here turned out wonderful after all. Nic and I went to the New Museum in Soho on Friday. To be honest, I didn't feel up to it at first but once we began walking it felt right. It reminded me of our P.S.1/5 pointz trip and how that was the most perfect untainted day I can recall. ( Read more... )