there is something that the universe simply does not want me to do. i've tried several times lately, i've put myself in situations where it should have been a breeze. i've been fully able to make it happen before. i've never found it all that difficult ( Read more... )

well today (yesterday?) was xmas.. and i had a great day..even though i woke up so late the day was half over (1.30pm), i was determined to be an orphan today and i'd planned to hang out with baden. well after i rang him he came to get me.. and fuck he was cunted.. drunk as a vicar in a midnight choir (is that the saying?).. i loved the coca-cola ( Read more... )

i was trying to figure out a quick way of assessing where ppl's control mechanisms are located..

( A. zeroing in on how the brain works )

how many of you guys are left handed for writing?

went to a beach near watson's bay yesterday with theatre staff to indulge in a bit of xmas fun and some alcohol... lucky i can drink again... or is it?

got to the "picnic" at around 1pm, had some nice food and started drinking vodka with fizzy blood orange as a mixer -- noice. chatted with various ppl all day, about all sorts of things. got into ( Read more... )

( brain bender? )

ugh.. saying goodbye hurts.. even if it is only for a month.

i was on the bus yesterday and realised it was exactly a year, to the hour, that i had walked back in my front door after hitchhiking across NZ.

it was weird how the sensations flooded back. how much i felt alien in my own city, how oxford street seemed so strange: people scrambling to get past me and get on with their routines. their long, cold ( Read more... )

again i write too much for a response.. so here it is, in full. thanks for defending me natalie, i hope this puts your mind at ease...

hi natalie.. i know that you sms'd me and we chatted that way.. my comment (click to read what started all this) wasn't meant to be a slight on you, blake, alia or matt.. each of you have contacted me. tim knows ( Read more... )

so weird.. i realised a few days ago that my theory of neuropsychology can be explained (or at least justified) by another model...

( an introduction to some interesting ideas )