i can drink alcohol again now.. how interesting.

funny thing is, my tastes have changed...on another note, last night was the busiest i've ever had working at the theatre, 3 full houses back to back.. and i was only doing the assistant's job!! worked from 5.30 until 1am and only got three 10 minute breaks. my brain has definitely been ( Read more... )

another rant about drugs and life, i couldn't post all this as a comment, so i've posted behind an LJ cut so that those who are content with their world can skip past it ( Read more... )

so many people seem to just wander through life, grabbing at the crumbs that get them through the day.

as the architect says at the end of matrix: revolutions, "there are levels of survival we are prepared to accept" -- which leaves me wondering about people in general: is this all really as good as it gets?i doubt it. sitting around for the past ( Read more... )

the world is changed ( Read more... )

i went to see a psychic today to see if i could get a more holistic approach to understanding what i've become, and approach it she did, with startling results...

i understand that any sort of psychic counselling relies on a lot of observation from the person doing the reading, she has to be an astute reader of a person physically, emotionally and ( Read more... )

careful the wish you make ... wishes are children
careful the path they take ... wishes come true, not free
careful the spell you cast ... sometimes the spell may last
past what you can see ... and turn against you
careful the tale you tell ... that is the spell

(from Into The Woods, by Stephen Sondheim 1987)

the past 2 weeks or so has been the most exciting time of my life

( what has happened, the facts, quite long... )

in researching neurological issues, i found the origin of crystal methylamphetamine.

the united states government created methylamphetamine to give to their soldiers during world war 2, to increase their endurance, keep them awake for days on end. they stopped handing it out when soldiers were returning with schizo-affective disorder (ie a cross ( Read more... )

today was a great day, andrew and i went to sydney uni so i could find out about whether my degrees are complete and options for doing a PhD...

well it was also very strange, because while we were at broadway shops, from the top floor we watched a man die after what looked like a hit + run on the road below ( Read more... )

sometimes when you look in the mirror, you just see what you want to see, what you expect to see...

sometimes you look from a slightly different angle, and you see a whole lot more...