So this weekend I had a blast! Right after work my fiance and best friend drove up to stay in Buena Park...(Cheer convention, dance convention and band convention) how can I begin to describe that at one time I was in that crowd and probably really annoying but seriously...Do you have to cheer at 10:30 at night on Thunder Mountain?? Anyway it ( Read more... )

For the past 3 months I have been in a state of frustration because not only did I not have my job with the real estate company any longer, but I had to take a part time job at a local movie theater. While I am not bashing those that have to take a job for a sake of something, but I realized a week in that the movie theater=the zoo when I worked ( Read more... )

4 years ago I got that call that NO ONE wants to get in the middle of the night. I remember banging on the wall telling Josh that I didn't have my mom anymore and him holding me and telling me that she was in a better place. I remember the next day going with my dad and picking out the plot(which is beautiful by the way on top of a hill next to a ( Read more... )

That I hate writing Case Briefs?? My first one and I'm more confused than ever. Good news is I found some examples so hopefully I did it right.

Happy 2nd Birthday Connor!!!

One it is flippin' HOT!!! The fans aren't doing shit and there is no breeze!! I'm dying ( Read more... )

It is 3:30am and I woke up from crying. It wasn't a bad dream, but it sure feels like it! In 2 days(if I can't figure out a way to stop it) one of my lives will be over...for good! People talk about broken hearts, and let me tell you it sucks ( Read more... )

Today was the first time in forever that I laughed harder and smiled more than I have in ages! It was great to hang out with old friends and talk sinister shit and just be stupid. Haven't done that in more than a year and for the first time in my life I'm ok with everything.

So yesterday I was in a fluff over personal issues, although for a mere minute I was happy in the morning. I stopped to get gas for the car and there's this guy whistling and he looks at me and out of no where goes, "I'm happy today. Its my birthday!" The way the guy was happy about getting older really made me look at life and smile. Well that ( Read more... )

Over the past year a lot has changed. This year started off shit and it is pretty much going that way for me at the present moment as well. I'm being faced with a lot of challenges at the moment and none of them are good. My future right now is so unstable its scaring me. I've lost control and I don't know how to get it back.