GRRRR at me, razor blades, people and some parts of college but Smilllleeey at my girlfriend. Wehey.

I'm better than yesterday thank god. The angers gone out of my system at last *smiles and bounces*

The result of my temper tantrum ended up in hospital, not from self-harm before anybody even asks. No i screamed, cried and threw things for an hour then couldn't breath, fainted and hit my head and Stacey couldn't get me to breath. It wasn't good ( Read more... )

You know what? i'm sick of these stupid little indivudals trying to control me and talk to me in a deogatory manner. So you know what I did, I kicked them to the kerb. I have friends who are actually friends not just enermys in an outfit ( Read more... )

Yes, that means him. He will stand corrected one day and he will fucking pay! I don't care how and I don't care when because I know what he will have what he did to me inside him for the rest of his disgusting exsistance. And that is my revenge. He can't hide with lies when the scientific facts are staring everybody in the face. He can't HIDE and ( Read more... )

Was a cracking gig last night. Woot! I once again was given the oppurunity to meet some of the most truely beautifully on this planet, thank you all so much for your kind words and your honesty. Everytime I go on stage I feel a side of my self that I don't always know is there. It allows me to come into my own and be myself. I've had terrible urges ( Read more... )

I spoke to a person yesterday who told me when I need to cut to write down why, well this is the product of it ( Read more... )

This is too you, although with some luck you will never be able to read it because they don't give people like you access to computures ( Read more... )

For fucks sake. Millie is not a happy person right now AT ALL. I'm at college so I cant scream or cry or any of my usual strop stuff. The world has gone fucking mad. Its not fair. Everything I do at the moment falls to pieces around me and it feels like I can't cope. I've messed up so much lately and i'm doing my own head in with it. I feel ( Read more... )

I've had a rough week but i'm feeling better now. Had an amazing Saturday night with Stace, Liam, Steeeeven, Kirsty and Adam all of whom I love very very much. They kept me sane even when I wanted to go out of my mind. I messed up by doing some E and some Weed but fuck it, if thats what gets me through the next few months then so be it. I feel ( Read more... )

I feel ok today although I shouldn't but meh, its Millie and Millie is a very confusing person sometimes. "now it don't feel like the worlds on my shoulders" I'm smiling and singing in college regradless of the fact my life just fell to pieces but meh, i'll deal with it later ( Read more... )