I look back on my past and I remember the things that i've loved and lost. It should cut me up inside but i'll be honest it doesn't anymore, I feel numb to it now. Maybe this is my inner strength coming through but maybe its my psychological state surpressing feelings untill i'm strong enough to deal with them properly. I think I need to cry for a ( Read more... )

Stop taking everything so fucking personally. 99% of the time it doesn't bloody involve you.

And in answer to your recent question: I do think your a cunt.

That does it. Fuck off! You know exactly who you are. It has just got to the point where if I see you again I will kick your smelly teeth out of that mouth of yours and down into your stomach. Are you completely heartless, you manipulating, lying little scummy cunt ( Read more... )

Oh for fucks sake. When do people grow up and move forward? The shit thats gone down this weekend disgusts me. You make me physically sick. Manipulating, lying, messing with peoples heads, its revolting. It's like your bored little secondary school children with nothing better to do with you. HELLO, WAKEY WAKEY! your how old? Get into reality you ( Read more... )

I'm not even going to rant about people anymore because in all honesty I don't care. It's pathetic what they do, them and there sorbid little lies. Do they really wish to have an effect on me? Sorry dudes but it's not going to happen anymore. I WILL sit and laugh at your patheticness. You people disgust me. Do they think it's funny? It makes me ( Read more... )

The atmosphere in this house sucks. It's all my fault, why am I such a fuck up?

I hate urges so much. Everything around me is falling to pieces. :(

This is gunna have to be fucking quick. I LOVE you two *cries*.

Hugs, kisses, body jewellery and laughter

I miss you two xx

I'm sat at college wishing I wasn't, it's strange. Some of the people here I couldn't love more if I fucking tried but some of them I honestly wish would go away. I'm sick of being surrounded by immature people, it's like being back at school again. Full of retards who have no consideration for anybody else ( Read more... )

This week has been difficult but i'm still here, fuckers! I'm not 100% happy but the happiness I feel now is real. I'm not faking the smiles like I used to i've learnt to be true to myself after 8 years of hiding how I felt, i'm beginning to accept that I do infact have tear ducts. I've learnt that even in situations where I know i'm safe I can ( Read more... )

I'm feeling slightly better than I did yesterday but I still feel really low. It's 2 months since Manda died soon and i'm not looking forward to it, it really has finally hit home that she isn't ever coming back and that it really was the end of her short yet beautiful life ( Read more... )