So I absolutely love the fact that I only time I post anything in this thing is when I'm being emo. And true to form, here it is ( Read more... )

So I'm not talking to my roommate over the election, I am doomed to have at least two B's this semester, the guy I like doesn't like me the same way I like him, and I'm completely broke. Currently, the only thing keeping my head above water is marathons of Gilmore Girls. It's pitiful and depressing and all I want is to have something go right for a ( Read more... )

I'm not going to write much today. Pretty much all I have to say is that I really want Jesus to come back so I don't have to deal with all this crap anymore. And seriously, I know that I'm resposible for a lot of it but still ... this stuff is psychotic.

So a girl that I've gone to church with most of my life got married a few weeks ago. I didn't get to go to the wedding because my dad wanted me to go up north with the family, which was fine, but I was a little sad that I didn't get to go. And the wierdest thing is that now I'm having the craziest dreams about the wedding. It's the same dream ( Read more... )

So I haven't been in an official relationship in two years. But I was definately emotionally committed to two guys for a long time. Recently, I emotionally "broke up" with both of them. It gave me a new lease on life. But now I'm realizing how pathetic I am. I haven't had a boyfriend and I'm alright with that. But so many of my friends are in happy ( Read more... )

He and I have talked two nights in a row. Things kinda feel like they used to when he and I were so close. We talk about everything. We make fun of each other. We have a good time. We're supposed to hang out soon. I hope that happens. I really miss him. Elle pointed out that whenever I talk to her about him, I light up and get really happy, unlike ( Read more... )

Ok ... first I have to say something that I can't really say to anyone I actually talk to .... HURRAY THAT THE PISTONS WON TONIGHT!!!

Glad I got that off my chest.

So he called again tonight. He's been super busy lately but he called while he was in the car between things he had to do. It's so crazy. Everytime I hear his voice, I feel so crazy. I ( Read more... )

So I just got back from my last final of the semester. I am official done with my freshmen year of college. I feel really good about that achievement. It doesn't seem like this year should be over yet, but I am so relieved that it is. There are a few tests I'd like to have back because I could have done better but all in all, I did my best all ( Read more... )

Things in my life have been crazy. College life has taught me so much about myself and God. I started the year in a fog. I wasn't sure about who I was or what I wanted in my life, or even what I thought about God.  After a crazy two semesters, the fog has cleared. I am sure of who I am, I've found a career path that resonates with me, and I have ( Read more... )

So I know that Live Journal is over ... but I'm posting to mine right now because I need to let some feelings out. I'm excited. I just graduated from high school, I'm leaving for Alaska tomorrow, and life is so good. I'm happy because there are no major road blocks right now. But I'm also scared. I start college in the fall and then I will be truly ( Read more... )