So today marks day number 3 of me being sober. It was something that kstorms said to me the other nite. Thank you for being a great best friend, Kirsten. :hug:

Anyway, I'm really sorry to everyone that I've hurt in the last few weeks. I'm a fuck up and I know it. I'm sorry to those who hate me now. I'm sorry to lila_mccann because of the position I put her in. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm sorry to amanda_marshall.

I'm sorry to lila_mccann

I'm sorry to kstorms

I'm sorry to jessica_s

I'm sorry to danielle_raabeI'm sorry to everyone I've hurt. I know I'm sick, and obsessed with alcohol. You think I don't know that? You think I don't want to get myself help? For a while Amanda was my help. Then it was Jessica who was my help. But now...I just don't care anymore. If my liver gives out ( Read more... )

Why do I do it, you all ask ( Read more... )

To hell with everything ( Read more... )

Jessica, where are you? I've been lurking for days ( Read more... )

I'm so lazy. Or maybe depressed? I can't seem to get my ass out of bed now a-days ( Read more... )

So, I found out that Jessica Simpson has a crush on me. ^.^ Nice to hear. She's hot, has a really nice voice. I'm adding her to my own special list of hot chiks ( Read more... )

I've realized how easy it is to pretend I'm SO happy, when I'm not. I'm an actor, that's what I do. Pretending to be happy can actually cause happiness. 'Tis my plan.

Top 10 hot chiks right now...not in any order.

Lila Mccann
Monica Keena
Leslie Bibb
Mila Kunis
Danielle Raabe
Kirsten Storms
Ali Larter
Mercedes AND Morgan Lander ( Read more... )

I've never been dumped before.

She doesn't even want to be friends.

I was almost gone forever.

Thanks Lila and Dani. I love you both.

It's time to move on.

She :voice breaking: broke up with .... me ( Read more... )