I called my daughter Persephone Ravensdale. Sephie, we're calling her. Because Daria wouldn't let me call her Daria.

Yes, I had a daughter. Last Sunday the 21st of November.

I'm still very, very tired.

But I feel like I've been born again, too.

Uuaagh.

My mother.

I hate it when she thinks she right. Dios. Mio. I want to go home...

But (and no one tell her, seriously) it's nice to get to lie down a little more often and not to have to get up to change Nicky every time he needs changing and Isandro gave him a bath while I had a bath in the next room and almost fell asleep in it. But now ( Read more... )

I have a house! It's all mine (and Nicky's) and everything is going to be awesome :)

I think I might have found the perfect little house. It's in Little Venice, overlooking the canals, not too far from Regents Park and the rest of my family, not not too close, either ( Read more... )

I hate this house.

I hate staying here after what she did? How can I live here after that? After what she did to Nicky? How can I raise him here?

I have not even been downstairs in three days. I hate it here.

This Sunday coming is my little baby boy's baptism! It was scheduled for two weeks ago but we had to put it off because he was sick D: It was scary! He wouldn't stop crying and he was so hot but he is better now, thank God ( Read more... )

I've never been so tired or so happy or so tired.

This is my Nicky.

( He is two weeks and two days old )

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

I hate it when people tell me how I should be feeling.

Nicolas (Nico, little baby Nico! Or Nikky, or Nic, or ( Read more... )

I'm feeling very very emotional and have been crying at cat food commercials all day. But my cousin is alive, and it's a miracle ( Read more... )