It is my birthday and I do not want to hang around this house being miserable, so you all are to dress up, come over, we're hiring a limo and going to the most glamourous restaurant I can find. And then dessert and drinks (although naturally mine will be non-alcoholic) at some beautiful little bar. It's all on me, I demand it.

Today I had a gorgeous brunch at Lily's equally gorgeous home, and she suggested a few more very interesting names to add to the list, hey, I like options! And Russia is just so exotic, and all the names sound so strong, although I don't know how some of the longer ones will go attached to the name Ravensdale. It is a mouthful. There are a number ( Read more... )

I'm so awake and not asleep at all. My baby is kicking, kicking and kicking and kicking and I love it but I wish I could go to sleep! And my tummy is so ITCHY. ARGH ( Read more... )

Just over three months to go!

I have been so busy, too busy even to write here. i have fought with my mother again and again, and she is planning my life for me there, but I am planning my life for me here. She doesn't get it. I can't be mothered if I'm going to be a mother, and I can't be anything but mothered when I am around my mother ( Read more... )

I am in London and I am never going home. I've thought about this, I've decided. London can't possibly as bad as Valencia. I was born here, my child will be born here, and I will not change my mind.

So nervous so nervous so nervous so nervous!

Oh please let tomorrow go well, please... Antoinette, watch over me.

Nita just called from her Blackberry, she and Cara are stuck in traffic and won't be here for another hour. Mierda. I told them they should have waited at school for me, instead of taking off in their free period - that's whole hour of study we've lost ( Read more... )

( All about me - well, a few little random things about me )

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