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Listening to my Muse and a new job...
I have a new job. Yay. I am pretty damn excited since the hours are extremely part time and I have all the time in the world to do other things outside of working, which means I can tend to the blind husband and do others things with ease. When I work, I always want to work on my creative writing since then I feel like a competition of time or ( Read more... ) -
I didn't think about anything today creative until now...
Don't wanna work. Wanna work.
I am just so sick of being sometimes. Some people care so much about things I just can't seem to care about at all.
Does that really make me odd or just a pain in the ass?
Or maybe a lazy ass?
I don't even like entertaining the idea of not being able to figure out these things...
Time to see the The Hobbit, again -
Roleplaying Pathfinder afternoon...and Answers.
It was interesting observing the table banter at the Wandering Dragon this past afternoon. I had a wonderful chance to see how the Pathfinder RP can run and also I believe Mike and I have been enlisted along the way for the fight ( Read more... ) -
Not really much to say or think...
Just bits and pieces of thoughts...the same old money worries, the same old concerns...reconsidering whether or not medication is a good thing in my life. I don't seem to function well on medication and all I want to do is sleep, which my health will not handle that anymore ( Read more... ) -
Coming back into regular journaling and not making it all hardcore...
So it being a new year and all and me remembering I had this old House MD themed journal...I thought to myself after a unfulfilled night of tossing and turning, and making every attempt to sleep, read an encyclopedia on Astronomy for two hours, engaged in an attempted self-hypnotic creativity meditation session that lead to a conversation with a ( Read more... ) -
Second Night of Insomnia--Fear outstretches its poisonous fangs and bites again
I spoke to the husband this morning. He called me about helping with his Olympus recorder and that's when I confessed to him I was afraid. I was totally frightened of the idea of following my path as an artist and somehow losing him in the process of my actualization. He thinks I can strike a healthy balance between my art and my private life ( Read more... ) -
Waiting for gods in the streets...
I can't sleep tonight at all even though last night I slept for twelve hours...the fan videos catch up on youtube helped pass the night in relative calm. I miss my husband. He's too damn far away in rehabilitation, learning braille, how to walk and be a person again ( Read more... ) -
I haven't written in a long time
There is a lot I haven't done for quite some time but I am immensely pleased to still be in one piece after the adventure that was 2010. I don't think I will ever forget this year and I certainly hope not to ( Read more... )
