After seven years I'm finally on a new computer. Now all I need is a new physique, job, BFF, and puppy. Gotta get up off my ass, ignore my flaws, and start a new life.

I really don't like to drink. I only get sad when I do thinking of things. But here I am drunk off my ass alone and feeling wistful watching Adult Swim. This just isn't how life should be lived.

For as long as I live baseball will never sound the same.

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Chesney and I had a long talk last night. We finally addressed the issues concerning our relationship. For the first time I admitted to her that in spite of her flaws I loved her deeply. I told her all about how I felt about her. And how I felt about our relationship. She's confused about life and confused about what she wants. I told her that she ( Read more... )

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New story. No news.

( I sit alone in my four corner room starin' at candles. )

Today I got my customized 2008 world series authentic Philadelphia Phillies jersey and it says "Holmes 29" on the back... And it's just a little too small. Time to lose weight.

I went up to the bar Friday night. It's becoming a semi-regular event. For a long time I didn't like to go to bars and for the most part it's still not my thing. I'm not a heavy drinker, but at least I don't have to sit in cigarette smoke all night anymore. So this week when we were there and some drunk dude was pestering us and pestering the ( Read more... )