"Come On Home ( Read more... )

i sound kind of like a man right now. not consistently, but for little bits at a time. i thought it was just allergies, but apparently i had a cold for the past couple days, and as of yesterday it has settled in my chest. i'll be going along just like normal and then, bang, sudden fit of coughing, after which i spend the next 20 minutes sounding ( Read more... )

it's not that anything is wrong today. it's just that everything is not right. i feel like parts of me are missing somewhere. couldn't sleep last night for the same reason... i just feel like there's empty spots in myself and i don't know why, or where they went. i'm tired, i'm grumpy, i am having an i-hate-toledo day, and even though i'm ( Read more... )

had a gloriously relaxed birthday. dad and i went out and bought some accessories for my bike, i took a 1 1/2 hour bath, he cooked me dinner, and then i went out to a show, taco bell, and the bar with a couple friends. nothing huge or fancy, just a good day with people i love. today, then, is another relaxed day, and tomorrow dad and i head up to ( Read more... )

happy birthday to meeeeee...

finally, finally, things are settling down at work, and i'm beginning to be consider the possibility of having a life again. i've had a couple beautiful paychecks, but i'm looking forward to a more consistent 40-hr week in the near future, meaning more sleep, free time, and sanity ( Read more... )

it seems like every time i resign myself to the fact that i'll be sitting and watching tv all night on my weekends off, an opportunity just falls into my lap ( Read more... )

maybe the reason i tend to say that i hate spring has something to do with the fact that i was raised in toledo. case in point - it's been grey and raining now for several days, and according to the weather channel shall remain so until friday or saturday. and it's now monday. that would be a week of rain. i am gonna go loony stuck in this house, ( Read more... )

today, i woke up, took a bath, started laundry, and paid 6 bills of varying amounts. wish we could go back to the barter system and grow our "money" in the backyard or something. beans, i say, beans ( Read more... )

i got sick on tuesday, and am only now beginning to feel human, yet i've been to work the last two nights and managed to make it through, at least in a relative sense. now i just feel as though a truck has run over me, just a small one, and i wish i could call off and just make a long weekend of it. why do i have to have such a strong work ethic???