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whoa. i didnt even mean to write argh at the end. sweet.

if you get bored:
1. where and when did we first meet?
2. what was your first impression of me?
3. what is something that you love about me?
4. what is something that you hate about me?
5. is there anything that youve always wanted to say to me?

have fun.

<3

so rush tonight was amazing. i realized tonight that some things need to change. to be honest, im not quite sure how to change them, or even what those things are yet..but i know that im wrong. and selfish. and fake. ive been lying to myself about a lot of things. and im really unsure of a lot of things. but thats really not an excuse ( Read more... )

yes! today was fun. david brought me ice cream :) ! we went to see Hamlet (me max bret n david played president through the whole thing haha)..and my moms talking to kileys mom about spring break! im so excited! only like 2 more weeks!!! but for now im just waiting for rush to come along. i need it ( Read more... )

so friday night i babysat..the highlight of my life. went home, talked on the phone til 3am lol..today i slept in. was supposed to hang out w. scott n rachel (for a president party!) but that never worked out :( so i did nothing pretty much all day. went to church around 4, went home, aj picked me up. hung out w. him toni n katie. never hung out w ( Read more... )

i love weekends. last night we went to best buy and bought cds, went to chuck e cheese! (those playgrounds seem a LOT smaller than how i remember them..i got a little chlosterphobic haha katie) played some games and won some tickets, went out to eat at fuddruckers, went back to ajs..i chugged 3 red bulls, we played president (i was butt EVERY time ( Read more... )

yesss its finally wednesday. it never comes soon enough. sunday is winter rush which im really excited for. i encourage everyone to come ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty good. saturday went to the mall and to steak n shake with my mom..sunday went to perimeter, went to natalies and picked up trash for community service hours for church lol, then we went to st. ben's for church. did a lot of praying..mostly for my friends. twas a good day ( Read more... )

oh my g tonight was fun. went home with aj, and yes, everyone, just to stop everyone from asking, we had some pretty crazy sex. i know youre jealous but thats life. (for all you slow ones, i was definitely kidding) but anyways. then we went to the lax game at chs..we lost. barely. 8-7. CRAP. but it was a really close game..thennnn me katie n ( Read more... )

last night was so. much. fun. i wanted it to last forever. i just totally let loose and just let myself have a good time, no matter what anyone else said or did. it was just what i needed. and it made me think. im starting to realize the things that i want in life, the things that are actually important and should have my attention, instead of ( Read more... )

i hate school. and this new worry that has entered my mind about my future. my parents keep talking to me about college. i have no idea what classes that im going to take next year, nevermind what im going to do with my whole life. while i sit and listen to everyone talk about all the honors and AP classes that theyre taking, i sit back and listen ( Read more... )