haha i love how that last entry about all this drama created drama. on the internet. where people posted anonymous comments bc they dont have the nerve to state their name. tis quite amusing if u ask me ( Read more... )

oh wow. i love our school. people really dont know how the keep their mouths shut. at all. its all just becoming funny now. just a big joke. cause when you think about it, all of this is just so incredibly stupid. boy/girl drama, big mouths..i feel like we're in middle school again. or in like some stupid tv show. the oc. minus the lesbian action. ( Read more... )

im ok. confused, kind of, but ok. i guess ive just been questioning things too much. questioning who my real friends are, who i can trust, who actually cares about me enough to ask. although ive realized that this number is slim, i know that i may be asking for too much. people are too wrapped up in their own lives, including me sometimes, to ( Read more... )

what is there to say..
alot, actually.
but im not allowed.
because that would only upset you.
and we cant have that.
and dont ask me why.
because i wont answer.
that would only upset you.

God only knows.
but He wont give me the answer.
that would just be too easy.

im sorry if im not good enough.
hate me if youd like.
because i hate you too.

<3 rachel

i feel like i should be sorry (even though i really have nothing to be sorry for)..but im not. sorry!

ha.

<3 rachel

today was alright..it seemed like everyone was mad at me or something. some people were just being meanies just to annoy me..and then it seemed like others werent even trying to be mean, they just were bc..i dont know. it kinda sucked. and im kind of realizing that i really dont like people. actually i have realized that for a long time..i just ( Read more... )

heck yes rush with out drama tonight! my no crying allowed rule worked. i actually had fun tonight. shocker! oh but jordans leaving me this weekend. retard. but other than that, things are good. for the most part. theres always gonna be that little drama with those same people every single day for the rest of my life but oh well! i dont care ( Read more... )

ah the ski trip was so much fun. definitely a bajillion times better than i thought it would be. i am the best skiier EVER. and i only fell like twice. haha. but it was just what i needed. i had sooo much fun. like fun times 13409203940294850394850938405. yea. oh and we got the guys again haha. they tried to get us but it never works..because we ( Read more... )

ski trip is tomorrow..its been long awaited for. so why am i not that excited about it? blah. maybe tomorrow ill get *pumped ( Read more... )