i miss my house. i miss my bed. i miss my computer. im ready to go home ( Read more... )

today was AWESOME.

i hate valentines day.

today..went to the mall with katie..saw a bunch of people. met up with jordan scott bobby ryan joe n matt..got yelled at by my way cool parents..went home..babysat. now im home again. and i have a headache.

tonight was..interesting. from my point of view. just another normal friday night for other people..but me katie n bobby went over to jordans after school. chilled for a while. ryan came. scott picked us all up..picked up matt..went to the movies..i was sooo hyper and i was pissing people off. but i didnt care bc those moods dont happen very often ( Read more... )

i dont even know. i wish i could change everything. but theres a reason..unfornately..but there is a reason for all of this.

hope. a confident expectation and desire for something good in the future.

i wuv you my big little teddy bear.

<3 rachel

im in chemistry with gina! :) our class is so gay. i hate it.

so todays ash wednesday..the beginning of lent. i decided that im going to give someone a compliment every day. but i dont know what to give up..hmm..

oo gtg. bells ringing.

so i think ive finally come to realize that i really have nothing to be unhappy about..and ive been getting myself down and complaining over nothing. absolutely nothing. i have so much to be thankful for and ive just been being selfish. i cant have everything that i want. and not everything is going to work out or be perfect all the time. but thats ( Read more... )

got back from the retreat today. bummer. i had so much fun! it was just so nice and relaxing to just get away from alpha/duluth for a little bit..a mini vacation. it was so beautiful up there..me, natalie, aj n these awesome bt girls we roomed with took our sleeping bags out into the field and stargazed for a few hours..there were so many stars it ( Read more... )

oh wow im so hyper right now. gettin psyched for the retreat. OPERATION WOY NATALIE! haha wooooooo im so excited! lol! but im gonna miss yall so so so much. i hope i get service wherever we're goin so i can call everyone! but i gotta go finish packing..see u on sunday! everyone go to the bricks for superbowl!

<3 rachie

wooooo rush was tonight..arent i supposed to feel refreshed and happy? way to start off february! or 2005..i hate 2005. oh four where are you ( Read more... )