i keep thinking about the comment ang left me.."you're allowed to cry, you're allowed to hate him & miss him & love him at the same time."...for some reason that REALLY helps along the way. everyone else just says the usual "your too good for him, just move on and get someone better" but what she said makes me realize that she knows its not as easy ( Read more... )

human phys was fun..my mom was great at teaching. the class was interested in what she had to say. then we went downstairs so the class could have a tour of the ambulance and learn basic first aid. woody was kinda given this job last minute, so he asked if i would teach the class. we pulled equipment out and ran through the scenario of an MVA. i ( Read more... )

what a weekend. for some odd reason i was off on friday night. how kickass was that? i wound up hanging out with my favorite group of boys all night..then we all migrated to noelles. sooo many fun times. i love it cause i can be me around them....saturday i worked 10-10..ate dinner with alex and steph dropped by...sunday i did house chores....then ( Read more... )

well we had a code last night at st. gabes hall. the 2nd crew dropped me off because mike and jj needed a hand. this guy was a mess. there was a huge crowd at the bar. i was on chest compressions 95% of the time. man i started sweating like a pig. lol. it takes me to run 4 miles to work up a sweat like i did last night. cpr makes u tired for some ( Read more... )

i really miss my brother right now ( Read more... )

this weekend goes down in the books as another awesome weekend.friday night i just worked out all night, and ran some errands. frank never called to come over, so fuck that i went to the firehouse to chill for a little. then i came home and watched the notebook with my mom <3 saturday i worked out all day..got showered and AGNES CAME OVER! haha ( Read more... )

lets just say that i had the time of my life at prom, and then some. i dont think i ever ever laughed so much as i did with my friends. and everyone looked amazing. i have soooo many good pics. i had the best time dancing with everyone. and the after prom get together was hilarious. all the guys had noelle and i dieing. there were a few sour points ( Read more... )

awe i have SO much fun with noelle. we had the best time getting our nails done. then we hit up the lax game. haha good times. im so looking forward to prom. its gonna be so much fun. im excited to hang out with everyone afterwards. and yanno, im free to have the time of my life. because i caught the man in more lies, and im done. i went out with ( Read more... )

so hes coming home next weekend!! HELL YES ( Read more... )

ive been getting the worst shin splints lately..i have about 4 knots in my left shin, and 2 in my right. they dont normally hurt me, but they did yesterday. i actually had to stop running. thats never happened before. right before work my aunt dropped off my y membership card, then i went to work all night..it sucked. people were a little cranky, ( Read more... )