i just want to document this:


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there's a part of me that sees people hardening into a set of ways/beliefs/activities/etc. and feels sad that they've resigned themselves to be people who are so much defined by one particular schema. but then sometimes i wonder- maybe that's just an example of someone finding "their passion" or whatever. maybe it's just that they've found ( Read more... )

i'm really super-sensitive right now. i know that tends to happen when you open your heart wide, but it's still surprising. feeling so strong so much of the time tends to leave me unprepared for feeling like any slight misunderstanding might bring me to tears. i was feeling this last night. and knew i had to get something out, but didn't know ( Read more... )

there is this thing that i don't know what to call ( Read more... )

so here are some musics:

i think it's alright to feel inhuman now

she spits me out in her surly blood rivers

my previous post was not at all what i had wanted to say. it was only related to what i wanted to say and somehow it came out instead. i tried to later write what i had actually intended to say, but it didn't want to come out. these ( Read more... )

there's always a mystery in the beginning ( Read more... )

i look at all of you ( Read more... )

i just got out of bed because i couldn't go to sleep. i couldn't go to sleep because i was doing this thing that i do every great once in a while, where i just think about people from my past that are no longer in my life for whatever reason. even when i wasn't necessarily really close with a person, i still feel a tinge of regret that not having ( Read more... )

i don't want to give anything away, but ( Read more... )

in the beginning, there was the metaphor. we probably didn't realize at such an early stage that we were building a memory machine. imagination could not yet comprehend persistence. time beyond now. and anyway, the idea was communication. co. community. communicate-ing. a shared understanding. people were probably so overjoyed with the idea ( Read more... )