i hate guys. it sucks. it hurts my fucking heart. do u ever wonder why they dont like u why cant u be the one for them. it fucking sucks. ...it will never happen.

so this weekend was absolutely amazing. i saw alll my friends. Friday went over allisons saw brittany and nicole we didnt drink. we didnt feel like it haha. are we crazy? LOl but then saturday went to the keg at the pier met amazinnnngggg people. i kissed some hott 6 ft 4 stud. it was awesome. i also saw my friendsss such as jim and nate. and i ( Read more... )

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alright last night best night. FLASHLIGHT PARTY. oblivion always has the best parties. yeah nick is comming up tonight. we will see how everything goes its gonna be out first date LOL. but yeah hes deffinately the sweetest guy ive ever talked to. hes just what i need. and already my friends like him so much. i never had a guy who was so perfect. ( Read more... )

thats a song by the way. anyway yesterday was all crazy. my voice has been gone its all raspy and cute and funny. but anyway i got my pictures developed and they were all of russ . he looked cute. but the pictures didnt seem to phase me that much. i was just like . whatever. but the ones of me I love how it insipires me to go to the gym more. i ( Read more... )

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hahahahahaha suck it. that is in response to an asshole lol.

i hate this. i cant live like this anymore. i dont know. i feel like shit. i try to cover it up and try to have fun. but inside im fucking dying. im so fucking lonely. i hate the people up here, they are so mean, it breaks my fucking heart. i dont know what to do. i guess its my looks . my life is falling apart. i quit my job i dont go to class. i ( Read more... )

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